Worried...Whats goin' on everybody. Sorry it's been so long since I've blogged lately...mainly out of lack of interest...but I did mean to update a while ago.... If you haven't read episode 10 of my story, you should go read.... So anyway whats new? Well I've been on vacation for the last two weeks. I just relaxed and took it easy. Didn't go anywhere like out of town or anything, but it was still good. Went to the movies a couple of times with family, and the movies were alright. Eh, I did want to go othere places like out on the town and everything, but couldn't because of financial troubles. Plus its not as fun going anywhere alone...More money, more problems. Theres always some kind of trouble for me...no matter how much I save, theres always something and then I end up with nothing...but I try saving again...trying to save money...gotta keep trying... But its been a great vacation, though its kind of ending on a bad note...didn't think it would end that way, but oh well. Anyway I got back to work tomorrow. Bleh! lol But I need the money, so.... Yeah...ending on a bad note...feeling down...really down...my sleeping paterns for the last two days have been so weird. I stayed up all night and all morning...fall asleep around 4 in the afternoon and wake by around 10:30-11:00 at night...so weird...just been up worrying.... Found a link the other day...just got bored and saw this link and saw the site. Its very sad....I mean the world is so fucked up these days its hard to see any good in it sometimes... http://www.chooseveg.com/animal-cruelty.asp?gclid=CK_4rpy7nJUCFQSwFQodmSoAhA Its just so sad...after seeing it it was very hard to eat anything....Eventually I did. But still... Anyway....just been up worrying. My dear friend Vanessa. She hasn't been doing too well lately...idk I wish I could help her, but I can't...feel so helpless... -Grayangel | 
